I wonder how many hours of prayer has been spent wasted because my heart was not right. But I argue what I am praying for is good… great… with great purpose for God and others. But silence is all that is heard. In my mind, God is witholding the answer(s) or perceived blessing(s). All the while, I am ignoring this “thing” that is unresolved.
This past week I made a step to make this “thing” right. I can’t express the peace that flooded me because I did what was right. I know this is the first step of several I must make. The exciting thing is I’m on the right road.
It’s so easy to lay out before God our list of things we need and want. God desires we come to Him but He also wants us to come to Him having done our part of making right the wrong things we have committed against others.
Jesus said in Matthew 5:23-24,
23 So if when you are offering your gift at the altar you there remember that your brother has any [grievance] against you,
24 Leave your gift at the altar and go. First make peace with your brother, and then come back and present your gift. (Amplified Bible).
There is so much on my plate these days. I’m very reluctant to say anything about any of it… and will not. Yet I know God is in the middle of it all. He’s drawing out of me gold refined by fire. Not that I may obtain gold but rather a pure faith.
God has provided much comfort to me as I have been reading Isaiah 41. I know when things are all said and done God will be victorious and He will be glorified.
“Count on it: Everyone who had it in for you
will end up out in the cold—
Those who worked against you
will end up empty-handed—
nothing to show for their lives.
When you go out looking for your old adversaries
you won’t find them—
Not a trace of your old enemies,
not even a memory.
That’s right. Because I, your God,
have a firm grip on you and I’m not letting go.
I’m telling you, ‘Don’t panic.
I’m right here to help you.’ (Isaiah 41:11-13, The Message).
I’m thankful for the comfort God’s Word gives. In prayer, I must not grow weary and lose heart.
I’m asking the Lord to shine His light on me… and in me… that if there be any unclean thing that it may be dealt with.
I desire to walk upright before God and man. I look to Him for my salvation.