It seems like for the past 5 years I have been running around in the same circle. The circle I’ve been running now is well marked. Kind of like the rut you find on the ground around a merry-go-round at the park.
Faith. What does it mean to live by faith? Do you really know what that means? That’s what I ask myself… and anyone else that may be listening. I have these set of verses that keep coming up as I read the Bible. It’s the same set over the past 5 years that keep surfacing. My heart races a bit when I read them. I remember situations in the past when I read them, prayed, waited, and acted.
Read Mark 11:22-25 with me,
Jesus was matter-of-fact: “Embrace this God-life. Really embrace it, and nothing will be too much for you. This mountain, for instance: Just say, ‘Go jump in the lake’—no shuffling or shilly-shallying—and it’s as good as done. That’s why I urge you to pray for absolutely everything, ranging from small to large. Include everything as you embrace this God-life, and you’ll get God’s everything. And when you assume the posture of prayer, remember that it’s not all asking. If you have anything against someone, forgive—only then will your heavenly Father be inclined to also wipe your slate clean of sins.” (The Message).
“Embrace this God-life.” I continue to hold on. I question, “Do I really have faith?” Mark 9:23-24 is another set of verses that continue to come across my eyes when I read Scripture,
23Jesus said, “If? There are no ‘ifs’ among believers. Anything can happen.”
24No sooner were the words out of his mouth than the father cried, “Then I believe. Help me with my doubts!”
There’s this cry for something from within me… something that reaches out that gives me the assurance of meaning and purpose – which leads to me knowing I’m doing what I’m supposed to be doing. This comes so easy for some… and so difficult for me.
I think a part of the problem for me revolves around one of the words found in the Mark 11 verses listed above. “Forgiveness”. If I’m going to really embrace this God-life I’ve got to let some things go… and forgive.